kablooie

after six and a half months of daily posts of gratitude, things have blown up in my face.

i need time to reset.

that what i considered a curse has been a blessing of late.

i think i've already been over this today.

that agape always makes the first move.

i know this is a recurring theme, but for all the sleep i just got. i got, like, um, a LOT.

that i remembered to think to check my car door pocket while searching for my cell phone so it didn't get lost forever.

all 'cause of a clunk.

for the suggestion for a church to attend this sunday.

for the perfect apple green.

that they are truly going easy on me to start.

that there was NO electric bull at last night's function. for i would have been compelled to ride in front of all my new coworkers.

that the yoke upon me is easy, and the burden light.

for sleeeeeeeeep.

that i may still be single, but i'm not single and like that.

i have my standards.

for reinforcement through repetition.

this job is awesome! terrifying and taxing and all-consuming, but awesome.

as i suddenly realize that you know what? i'm on a mission from God. : )

that there was just enough money in my wallet to allow me to save face today.

that i might actually end up getting exactly what i want.

i may have to wait 90 days for it.

but it might be exactly what i want.

for when people are genuinely friendly.

for the clouds that bring relief from the withering heat of the sun and the intimidation of this glaringly bright place.